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have you ever felt like you should be happy
but you still feel sad
like you have evrything
but theres soemthing missing
that one special person tells you everyting you want to hear
but you still feel not good enough for others
im sure everyone is farmiliar with all the weird feelings
the turns and lurches of their stomach
that come with the punches from others
is anyone every really good enough??
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[06 Jun 2005|12:48pm] |
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the softball queen is sore as hell
caught 7 games on saturday
OUCH!
craig said goodbye, maybe its for the best, i dont know though, i will miss him, but i also feel it was unfair that i was just expected to wait for him until i finally saw him. like, i dont see him forever, i cant just wait around for someone i was even sure iw oud ever see again, if that makes sense...
ther is so much bs going on right now, but i dont really feel like wrttiing it all out, that just kinda bothered me thoguh
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[22 May 2005|11:26am] |
im falling apart
with no one to save me
or care...
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[05 May 2005|05:45pm] |
do you realize...that you have the most beautiful face...
</3
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[07 Apr 2005|08:21pm] |
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im a sucker for: accoustic |
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WE PLAY MARSHALL TOMORROW, AT MARSHALL. BE THERE OR ELSE!
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| ______ birthday to me |
[28 Mar 2005|10:20pm] |
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 tonight really rocked |
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i need new music!!!! |
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well.... i dont have much time to write, so this should be short.
the last 2 days have really sucked for me, ive just been real depressed. even today.
we got off of practice really early like at 5, and so i hung out in front of the school with dore until my mom came and picked me up. then we went to my sisters game at northside suburban, and this little annoying girl on my little league started following me around, but it was ok. then i saw guy i swore i knew but i couldnt remember from where. and hten i saw a commie so i walked around and talked to him for a while. and then i lost him [[i dunno where he went!!]]. and the little girl showed up again. and then when she found a little friend i talked to the guy that looked real farmiliar, and it turns out he was one of mikes friends...so i wasnt crazy [[someone said i was!]].
then i finally got to go to ihop, i wasnt sure how fun it would be cuz i invited a few poeple and i dont think any of them knew each other, when i got there, andy adn zeek were there [[of course]]. so i sat down with them adn we just hung out. later on, wes showed up for a little while, it was cool and they all talked movies. my little sister was being so annoying the whole time, she wouldnt go away! but i didnt want to look mean, eben though i was kinda pissed cuz she does that to ALLL of my friends. then we went to go open my presents, i got a pretty holder thing for my phone, a big bottle of the purfume ive been dying for, some shoes that didnt fit, some tiny earrings, and a straightener! i was pretty excited, theyre gona exchange the straghtener for a better one and i wanna go so i can get the one i want. then we went back to our table, wes left, and me, andy n zeek just hung out for a while and my sister continued to be annoying as hell. shes so bratty. but anyway, tongiht was really fun for me. its one of the best nights ive had in a while and i wouldnt change one thing about it [[except my sister being there]]. i also got a flaming izekel! my first, it was real good. i would like to make a shout out to andy and zeek for making my 15th brothday totally not scuk anymore! much thanks guys and have fun at underoath tomorrow!
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[26 Mar 2005|08:47pm] |
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[26 Mar 2005|08:20pm] |
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the incredible hulk |
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( love crap )
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| this day could one day be an anniversary |
[25 Mar 2005|05:09pm] |
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FUSE! |
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Show'em what you got
show them that no matter what that they can't destroy you ...
and if they can ...
then don't let them see you cry ...
they're nothing ... you don't need them ...
-kris
i love the way that kid writes!
but anyway
i went to the CAHS variety show, i wasnt going to, but when i was walking in from softball, i saw andy and zeek and we played wall ball and they were going [[cuz andy was in it]], i went in with them and i sat by zeek and kelly. the show was pretty cool. andy did awesome [[until the end ;)]] and they left, but i stayed and we watched the rest. katie did good too! she was the only fishie and did amazing! other then that, theres really nothing going on in my life [[except softball of course]] so ttyl....
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[22 Mar 2005|11:12pm] |
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ITS DONE! |
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jey leno |
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( Spring Break )
BEWARE! its friggin loooooooong!
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| i can fail before i ever try |
[21 Mar 2005|10:53pm] |
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what do you think? |
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im talented at breathing
especially exhaling
so that my chest will rise and fall with yours
im quiet not to wake you
fearing conversation
its better just to hold you
and keep you pacified
im talented with reason
i cover all the angles
i can fail before i ever try
try to understad theres and old mistake that fools will make and
im the king of them pushing everything thats good away so
wont you hold me now [[i will not bend i will not break]]
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[21 Mar 2005|10:08pm] |
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not bad... |
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<DC3 |
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today i went to the dentist and i got to school just in time for softball, my coaches said that i looked out of it and they let me go in for study hall, sweet. so i just rode the bus home. tomorrow we play holmes, this is the school im supposed to be at, so i hope we win. tonight was awesome... i went to ihop with andy, all the people there know him, its cool.
i stole this from andy too, fill it out and post it:
I _____ Liz
Liz is _____.
Liz needs ______.
I want to _____ Liz
Liz can ______.
Someday Liz will _______.
Liz reminds me of _______.
Without Liz, _________.
Liz can be _______.
Liz is always _______.
Would you ever date Liz? ________.
Worst thing about Liz is ________.
Best thing about Liz is ________.
I think Liz should _________.
If Liz was an animal, she would be a ______.
Right now, I bet Liz is thinking about _______.
Liz makes me want to _______.
Liz probably tastes like ________.
If I could spend the day with Liz, I'd ____________.
I'd ______ for Liz.
Liz is made of _________.
Liz is the _________.
If I could be Liz for a day, I'd ______.
I want to give Liz a ________.
The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Liz.
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[20 Mar 2005|11:15pm] |
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i shall present everyone with a full [[as best as i can remember]] story of my sprig break...soon, once i finish writing it all
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